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  CHAPTER XIII

  It was Merianis who came for me that evening. She stood in the doorway and looked me up and down.

  "A very handsome tunic," she said. "Dark blue suits you, and the yellow border in that sea-horse pattern is very fashionable. But wouldn't your toga be more suitable?"

  I had to laugh. "For a private dinner, in this climate? I think not. Does this mean that you'll be accompanying me?"

  "Only as far as the Roman frontier," she said, jokingly referring to the Roman-occupied quarters of the palace. "Once I hand you over to the border guards, my job is done."

  "Too bad. A man always feels more confident arriving with a beautiful woman on his arm. But I don't suppose there'll be any women present on this occasion."

  "No women have been… invited," she said. She seemed to speak with some double meaning, but I could not imagine what.

  "Very well, Merianis, if you approve my appearance, then I suppose I'm ready. Rupa, look after the boys. Stay out of trouble, you two!"

  We traversed torch-lit corridors, jasmine-scented gardens, and courtyards adorned with Greek statues and Egyptian obelisks. Merianis put her hand on my arm. "It's sweet, the way you fuss over them."

  "The boys?"

  "And Rupa as well. As if he were your child."

  "Technically, he is my son, by adoption."

  "I see. You took him on as a sort of replacement…" She left the sentence unfinished.

  "No. I took him into my care because that was the desire of his late sister, a stipulation of her will. It had nothing at all to do with…"

  She nodded.

  "Will Meto be there, tonight?" I said.

  "I think not. Pothinus conveyed your sentiments to Caesar. Nonetheless, with or without Meto, Caesar still wishes to dine with you."

  I sighed heavily. "I suppose I shall get through the evening somehow. One sits, one eats, one forces a modicum of polite conversation; time passes, and eventually the evening is over, and one may leave."

  "Do you dread this meeting with Caesar as much as that? I should love to meet him! There's no man in the world more famous, or ever likely to be. They say he casts a shadow even over Alexander's accomplishments. To be allowed to say just a few words to him would be…" Unable to find adequate words, she exhibited an exaggerated shiver instead. I looked at her sidelong and wondered how many men in the world, given the choice, would desire to spend an evening with Caesar rather than with Merianis.

  "My only hope is that the evening will be relatively uneventful, and that Caesar won't spring any surprises on me."

  She raised an eyebrow. "I shouldn't worry about surprises coming from that direction."

  "What do you mean?"

  She smiled. "Don't men usually enjoy surprises?"

  "That depends."

  "Upon the man?"

  "Upon the surprise. Merianis, why do you keep flashing that coy smile?"

  "I suppose I'm in a very good mood tonight."

  "And why is that?"

  "Ah, but here we are, at the gates of Little Rome." We had entered a courtyard in what must have been one of the older sections of the palace, for the stonework and statuary were noticeably more worn by time. The doorway through which we had just stepped was flanked by Egyptian guards with spears. Flanking the doorway on the opposite side of the courtyard stood their Roman counterparts.

  At our approach, the Roman guards exchanged a glance that had nothing to do with me and everything to do with Merianis. They liked what they saw.

  "This is Gordianus-called-Finder," she said. "Your master is expecting him."

  The senior of the guards snorted. "We're Romans. We don't have a 'master.' "

  "Your imperator, then."

  The guard glanced at me, then looked Merianis up and down. "But who's expecting you, my sweet?"

  "Don't be impertinent!" I snapped. "This woman is a priestess in the royal temple of the goddess Isis."

  The guard looked at me warily. "I meant no disrespect."

  "Then stop wasting our time. Were you not told to expect me?"

  "We were."

  "Then take me to Caesar at once."

  The guard ceded his place to another stationed inside the door and indicated that I should follow him. I glanced over my shoulder at Merianis, who flashed a last, mysterious smile as I stepped around a corner and lost sight of her.

  This part of the palace was only a short walk away from the rooms I occupied, and yet I seemed to have stepped into another world. No longer were there whispering courtiers passing in hallways with the sound of sandaled footsteps and the rustle of long linen gowns, leaving the scents of chrysanthemum oil and rosewater in their wake; or the bustle of royal slaves going to and fro, full of self-importance; or the mysterious sounds of music and laughter coming from inaccessible chambers across moonlit courtyards. Instead, I found myself in the brusque, entirely masculine atmosphere of a Roman military camp. I smelled fish stew, heard peals of crude laughter, and felt rough hands searching for concealed weapons in my tunic as I passed through one checkpoint after another. In one of the larger courtyards, tents had been set up to provide the soldiers with accommodations. Priceless statues of Osiris and Serapis loomed incongruously above legionnaires lounging in their undergarments, sitting cross-legged and tossing sheep-bone dice on the ancient mosaic floor.

  Eventually the guard passed me into the keeping of a senior officer, who apologized profusely for any indignities I might have suffered and assured me that his imperator was eager to welcome me with all possible attention to my comfort.

  We ascended a very long flight of steps, then turned about and ascended more steps. The officer saw that I was slightly winded, and paused for a bit; then we ascended yet more stairs. At the end of a long, colonnaded corridor, tall bronze doors swung open. The officer showed me inside, then discreetly vanished.

  The room was stunning. The floor was of dark green marble striated with veins of deep purple and rust orange. Columns of the same extraordinary marble-I had never seen anything like it-supported a ceiling of massive beams painted gold and inlaid with crisscrossing ebony and ivory tesserae. Here and there, rugs with designs of dizzying complexity were thrown on the floor, surrounded by massive pieces of furniture-tripod tables that appeared to be made of solid silver, and chairs and couches inlaid with precious stones and strewn with plump cushions of some shimmering, iridescent fabric. Illumination came from a dozen or more silver lamps hung by chains from the ceiling; each lamp was fashioned in the shape of four ibises flying in different directions, with the tips of their spread wings touching and points of flame flickering from their open beaks. The light was diffused softly and evenly throughout the room, creating an atmosphere of ease and relaxation that muted the magnificence of the appointments. Starlight and moonlight entered through tall windows that opened to views on all four sides of the room; the windows were framed by curtains of green linen hemmed with silver threads. I walked to the nearest window, which faced south, and looked out on a panorama of tiled roofs, hanging gardens, and obelisks, with Lake Mareotis in the background, its still, black face a mirror full of stars.

  "Gordianus! In spite of all my entreaties to that wretched eunuch, I still wasn't sure you'd come."

  I turned about and saw that Caesar sat in a corner of the room with a coverlet draped over his shoulders, so that only his head was showing. Behind him stood a slave in a green tunic, fussily wielding a comb and a pair of scissors.

  "I hope you don't mind, Gordianus, but I'm not quite done having my hair cut. I've been so busy lately that I've rather neglected my grooming. Samuel here is the best barber in the known world; a Jew from Antioch. I conquered Gaul, I bested Pompey, but there's one enemy against whom I find myself powerless: this damned bald spot! It's invincible. Relentless. Merciless. Every month more hairs are lost, the line of battle falls back, and the bald spot claims a wider territory. But if one cannot defeat an enemy, sometimes one can rob him of the trappings of victory, at least. Only Samuel kno
ws the secret of holding this enemy at bay. He cuts and combs my hair just so, and eureka! No one would ever know that my bald spot has grown so large."

  I raised an eyebrow, tempted to disagree; from where I stood, the shiny spot was glaringly visible, but if Caesar believed that combing a few strands of hair over his naked pate created the illusion of a full head of hair, who was I to disabuse him of the notion?

  "There, all done!" announced Samuel. The barber was a tiny fellow, and had to stand upon a block of wood to reach Caesar's head. He stepped off the block, put aside his instruments, pulled the coverlet from Caesar's shoulders, and gave it a shake. I saw with some relief that Caesar was dressed as informally as I was, in a long saffron-colored tunic loosely belted at the waist. He looked quite slender. Meto had once told me that Caesar could boast that he still had the waistline he had possessed at thirty, while Pompey's waistline had doubled with age.

  "Perhaps you'd care to avail yourself of Samuel's services?" said Caesar. "You are looking a bit ragged, if you don't mind my saying so. In addition to cutting hair, Samuel is also quite adept at tweezing unwanted hair from the nostrils or ears, or from any other part of the body that requires depilation."

  "Thank you for the offer, Imperator, but I'll pass."

  "As you wish. Off with you, then, Samuel. Tell the servers that I shall take dinner presently. On the terrace, I think." He turned his gaze to me. "No need to address me as a military commander, Gordianus. My mission to Egypt is peaceful. I come as consul of the Roman people."

  I nodded. "Very well, Consul."

  He began to cross the room. I followed, then stopped in my tracks as my gaze fell upon a life-sized, nude statue of Venus that stood in one corner. The statue was breathtaking, so lifelike and full of sensuality that the marble appeared to breath. The flesh of the Venus looked warm, not cold; her lips seemed ready to speak, or to kiss; her eyes stared searchingly into my own. Her countenance seemed at once serene and brimming with passion. In Rome, latter-day copies of such masterpieces are strewn about the gardens of the rich and stuck here and there on public buildings like so many poppy seeds sprinkled on a custard. But a copy is never the same as an original, and this was clearly not a copy; it could only have been fashioned by the hand of one the great Greek masters of the Golden Age.

  Caesar saw my reaction and joined me in front of the Venus. "Impressive, isn't she?"

  "I've never seen her equal," I admitted.

  "Nor have I. I'm told she was once the property of Alexander himself, and it was he who installed her in the very first royal palace built in Alexandria. Can you imagine? Alexander looked upon her face!"

  "And she looked upon the face of Alexander," I said, gazing once more into the statue's eyes and feeling irrationally flummoxed that I should be the first to blink and look away.

  Caesar nodded. "Upon Alexander's death, Egypt devolved upon his general Ptolemy, and this statue became an heirloom of the new royal family. Do you know, I thought, when I first stepped into this room-knowing that King Ptolemy had chosen it for my personal quarters-I thought that this statue had been brought here especially to impress me, to make me feel at home, since Venus is my ancestor. But if you look at the way the pedestal fits against the floor, it's obvious that she's occupied this room for a very long time, perhaps for generations. So it seems that the guest was fitted to the room, and not the room to the guest." He smiled. "And if you look very closely-here, Gordianus, step closer, she won't bite-you can see that there's a very fine, very slightly discolored line around her neck. Do you see?"

  I frowned. "Yes. The head must have been broken off at some point, then reattached."

  "Exactly. And when I noticed that, I had to wonder: Did that wretched eunuch give me this room because he knows that Venus is my ancestor, and he wished to flatter me? Or did he install me here so as to give me yet another not-so-subtle reminder that anyone-even a deity-can lose a head?"

  I took my eyes from the Venus and stepped toward another of the windows. This one faced east, in the direction of the Jewish Quarter. In the open region beyond the city walls, I discerned the meandering course of the canal that led toward Canopus and the Nile beyond. "You have spectacular views."

  "You should see them in the daytime. The harbor on one side, the lake on the other-it's hard to imagine a more ideal location for a city.

  One can see why Alexander thought that he might someday rule the whole world from this spot, once he finished conquering it."

  "But he never had the chance," I said. "Before he could enjoy the fruits of his conquests, he died." A stillness filled the room. Even the Venus seemed to hold her breath, taken aback to hear words of evil omen.

  "The evening is warm," Caesar said. "Shall we dine outside, on the terrace overlooking the harbor?"

  I followed him onto the flagstone terrace, which was lit by braziers set upon bronze tripods with lion's feet. He took one couch, and I took the other. The moonlight upon the lighthouse skewed my sense of perspective and created the illusion that the tower was a miniature replica, and that if I were to reach out beyond the balustrade, I might lay my hand upon it.

  I looked to the west, where a massive structure rose even higher than the room in which Caesar was installed. "What's over there?"

  "That's the theater, which presents a steep wall toward the town and opens to the harbor, to which it has access. It's directly adjacent to this building; the space between is quite narrow and could easily be fortified."

  "Fortified?"

  "Yes, with stones, piled-up rubble, that sort of thing. I've been thinking that the theater could serve very nicely as a citadel, easily defended from attack on the landward side, open for reinforcements from the sea."

  "Do you anticipate the need for such a stronghold?"

  "Officially? No. But assessing the lay of the land has become second nature to me. Wherever I go, I look for strongholds, points of weakness, hiding places, overlooks." He smiled. "I arrived here in Egypt with a relatively small force, Gordianus, hardly more than an honor guard; but a small number of well-trained men can hold their own against far greater numbers, if their position is carefully chosen."

  "Will there be warfare in the city, then?"

  "Not if warfare can possibly be avoided. But one must be prepared for all eventualities, especially in a place as volatile as Alexandria."

  "I see. There appear to be only two couches here on the terrace. Is it only the two of us for dinner?"

  "Why not? Since my arrival in Alexandria, this will be the first night I've dined with anyone who's not a military man, a diplomat, a eunuch, or a spy."

  I stiffened at the last word.

  Caesar fixed me with a sardonic gaze. "I am right, am I not, Gordianus? You're not… a eunuch, are you?"

  He laughed. I did my best to laugh with him. He clapped his hands. A moment later the first course arrived, a platter of tilapia fish in a saffron brine. The server was apparently Caesar's taster, as well. As he was displaying the dish for his master's approval, he whispered, "Absolutely delicious!"

  Caesar smiled. "This meal is an indulgence for me, Gordianus. Pothinus has been quite stingy with apportioning rations to my men, claiming shortages in the city, though it seems to me that the king's courtiers are quite well fed. But as long as the eunuch starves my men, I eat what they eat-except on a special occasion such as this."

  Caesar ate with relish. I had little appetite.

  "I still don't understand why you wished to see me," I said.

  "Gordianus! You act as if I summoned you here with the intention of interrogating you. I merely asked Pothinus to convey an invitation to dinner, so that we could talk."

  "About what?"

  "You gave me a bit of a start that day on the landing, when I saw you among the king's retinue. Before I could point you out to Meto, you vanished. Later, I asked Pothinus, and he confirmed that it was indeed Gordianus the Finder I had seen, wearing a toga and standing by that extraordinary female. I'm curious to know how you c
ame to be in Alexandria."

  "Did you not ask Pothinus?"

  "I did, but I have no reason to believe anything that eunuch tells me. I should prefer to hear the truth from you."

  I dropped any pretense of interest in the tilapia and gazed at the lighthouse. "I came to Egypt with my wife, Bethesda. She was ill. She desired to bathe in the Nile, believing its waters would cure her. Instead… she was lost in the river."

  Caesar gestured for the slave to remove the fish. "Then it's true. Pothinus told me as much. You have my sympathy, Gordianus. I know, from Meto, how dearly you loved your wife." He was silent for a moment. "You must understand that this puts me in a delicate position. Meto doesn't yet realize that you're here in Alexandria."

  "No? But that day, on the landing, I saw you speak to him, just after you recognized me. He turned to look in my direction…"

  "And saw no one, except of course that extraordinary female, who was suddenly standing all alone, because you had disappeared. I never mentioned your name. I merely asked Meto to take a look at the man in the toga and tell me if my eyes deceived me. When he looked and saw no man in a toga, I let the matter drop-you may recall that I was rather busy with another small matter, exchanging greetings with the king of Egypt. Later, meeting privately with Pothinus-without Meto-I inquired about you, and Pothinus gave me an account of your arrival in Egypt. I saw no point in passing the tale on, third-hand, to Meto, at least not until I could speak to you in person. As a result, Meto remains unaware that you're in Alexandria, and he knows nothing of the tragic news about your wife-and it hardly seems fitting that I should tell him, when you're here. Surely the sad news should come from his father."

  My heart jumped in my chest. "You didn't invite him to come here tonight, did you?"

  "No. Meto doesn't know with whom I'm dining tonight, only that I asked to be given complete privacy." He laughed. "Perhaps he thinks I'm having a liaison with that extraordinary female."

  "Her name is Merianis," I said.

  Caesar smiled. "As a rule, I prefer to keep Meto close to me at all times. He maintains the official diary of all my comings and goings-without his notes I'd find it impossible to write my memoirs-but I do occasionally draw a breath or eat a meal without him. Your son won't be joining us tonight."